Alice in “Wonderland”

Alice in Wonderland…. She is sitting on her bed, Her gaze full of sadness. This blue cover, this soft bed – It all was for their little “nest”, For him and for her, only. He left though and nest was empty. Since then how many men intruded this sanctuary? Sanctuary of broken love, of broken hopes? We all go a little mad sometimes… life does too. The cat laughs quietly in the corner.
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Barbed on my heart – 2

Drip, drip – red dots On white surface of the sink. Washing away my pain. Spike after spike From my bleeding flesh I’m pulling it out. Barbed of memories, Deep barbed of believes - One by one – away! Tears of sharp pain, I still have flashbacks at nights. I need to pull it out. My opened wound, This bleeding, hurting meat When it will be over? Waiting, pulling out, slowly, one by one…   
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Barbed on my heart

This is funny, but it is so sad… I am happy with him, And you are happy with her. Shouldn’t it take away all pain? Well maybe it should… But was all our past in vain? All these years I believed, That we meant to be together, Through better and through worse, But I was mistaken… I am not healed, even if I am so close… Our relationships were like barbed, They hurt me so much, But my belief was covering it, without flee Layer after layer, putting it on on my heart and my skin. So it became part of me... Now when mistake was exposed, I have to rewind all these years and believes back. I have to rip off this barbed from my flesh, Layer after layer,…
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Still hurts

💔 I didn’t feel that pain for a while, I even forgot how it hurts! Shifted again a covering tile, And now my heart stupidly burns… I’ve been here and there… Tears make vision so blur. And my soul scared and bare, Has no protecting clothes, nor fur. Memories are like gems, And memories are like shrapnel. They are working like big lens, Making everything better or worse. This wound heals, But I am crippled forever. I am taking my pills, And trying to forget better… https://youtu.be/P9-4xHVc7uk
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Question #5: How to turn life back to happiness

Hello, my friends! I hope you were able to find your way through the depression, as I did. I hope that my writing could help you, at least a little bit. Now this is the time for a final article about fighting depression, which speaks about the final stage, when the pain or emptiness transfers into joy or happiness. This is the stage, where person gets healed as much, as possible. In previous article I listed things which can help to change focus and start enjoying your life again. Did it help? Do you feel better? Now the best thing to seek, the real cure - is love 💘. Love and feeling of security counters a lot of negativity and brighten up the hope. Of course, finding love is not…
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