Alice in “Wonderland”

Alice in Wonderland…. She is sitting on her bed, Her gaze full of sadness. This blue cover, this soft bed – It all was for their little “nest”, For him and for her, only. He left though and nest was empty. Since then how many men intruded this sanctuary? Sanctuary of broken love, of broken hopes? We all go a little mad sometimes… life does too. The cat laughs quietly in the corner.
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Today he hit me

Today he hit me. Smart, he leaves no marks. Can it really be? It is just my soul covered in scars. What happens with world? I gasped, I am lost, In my heart there is bolt, And he enjoys it the most. But I am the one who stays. Who can you blame? Cover my body in lace, I am the one who endures the pain. Today he hit me. And under my clothes There are no marks or bruises. He hit me with words.
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First blog post. Let’s begin

First blog post. Let’s begin

   Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about life, trying to analyze feelings, causes and life-views. All my life I tried to be nice to people, I couldn’t really hurt anyone or to be mean. And yet, there are people who blames me for being hurt. But how is that fair? Sometimes their happiness is controversial to mine. It doesn’t make me an evil person, so I finally want to stop worrying about it, because I spent so much time thinking about others over myself. Of course, you need to think of others, but not to a degree, where you lose yourself. That is my first step to be an independent person again. This is not my duty to make everyone happy. And there is nothing snobby about that. I…
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