Question #5: How to turn life back to happiness

Hello, my friends! I hope you were able to find your way through the depression, as I did. I hope that my writing could help you, at least a little bit. Now this is the time for a final article about fighting depression, which speaks about the final stage, when the pain or emptiness transfers into joy or happiness. This is the stage, where person gets healed as much, as possible. In previous article I listed things which can help to change focus and start enjoying your life again. Did it help? Do you feel better? Now the best thing to seek, the real cure - is love 💘. Love and feeling of security counters a lot of negativity and brighten up the hope. Of course, finding love is not…
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Question #4. How to fill the emptiness?

Now when the sharpest pain is no more presented (whatever helped you, time or pills), it is time to find a new purpose in life and how to make it meaningful again. For me that was a big problem, because whole my life, since I was a teenager, my purpose was to build a relationship, which should lead to a loving family. This didn’t work quite well and now I know why (I learned a lot about phycology behind women and relationships in general). Either way, my life was (is?) so empty and meaningless, that it was terrifying. When I was in pain, nothing was helping me, because every positive thing was reminding me that I cannot share it with Him, so it never will be like it used to…
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There must be hope

I remember the time, when I was sitting in the bath tub, holding a knife, unable to cut deep enough. I cried and I begged myself "please, please! Just do it! Do at least something right, you can't be that weak, I want this pain to stop!"... and I couldn't..., so feeling of disappointment in myself grew even stronger. I couldn't even kill myself and finish this misery 😑 I don't know how I got back to somewhat normal after that, but I did and I thought I can fix my life, when I started this blog, but I got so close to the edge again, because everything that I valued, everything that I believed in happened to be a lie... Headache is killing me and I am just so tired…
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Game to play

My worldview got very negative more than a year ago and since then bad things keep happening, so it never was fixed. Tell me anything good and I will throw something bad about it back. Quite a talent I developed in that (you can try in comments section to say me something positive, haha). It is hard to live like that, when you don't see any light. So now when I am in a process of fixing my life, when worst stress is over and I am just picking up broken pieces after disaster, I want to stop being so negative. My friend offered to play a game when on each negative thing I say, I must say "but..." and add something positive after. Day three is going right now…
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