Still hurts

💔 I didn’t feel that pain for a while, I even forgot how it hurts! Shifted again a covering tile, And now my heart stupidly burns… I’ve been here and there… Tears make vision so blur. And my soul scared and bare, Has no protecting clothes, nor fur. Memories are like gems, And memories are like shrapnel. They are working like big lens, Making everything better or worse. This wound heals, But I am crippled forever. I am taking my pills, And trying to forget better… https://youtu.be/P9-4xHVc7uk
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Ice

Ice can be shattered, But ice also can cut. And it doesn’t matter, If you are a lady or you are a lad. Ice is a child of cold, Ice has no feelings – none! Ice can be cruel or bold, It can freeze and it’s done! Ice in your eyes, Ice in your heart. It is cutting so nice, Tearing apart. No fuel for fire – no crime. Snowflakes on eyelashes’ tips I’m waiting for this time When snow won’t melt on my lips...
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Hide

I hide my face in my palms Something is wrong with me? I guess am not good enough To ask a question on your knee. Probably I am not pretty? Probably not young anymore? I am not enough of a lady? I am so bad. But how so? Do I clean too little? Did my food tasted not good? Was coffee I made too bitter, Or my language too crude? I am a failure as woman, Not good enough to be loved. I should hide in the dark forever And try to not look always so sad…  
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Tell me these words!

Tell me these words, Rip my wounded soul apart Hit me with two thousand volts, Play the most malicious card. Tell me how he is doing well Tell it loud and clear Tell me about that wedding bell Tell me all about it, His dear. Shoot me without a gun Cut my heart with no blade Tell me that he’s having a son And bring me a very painful fate I can howl in pain. I can bleed, I can scream. These words are my bane But I will not be broken by Him…
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Some other woman

💔 World turned upside-down, Now it is storm, which used to be calm… Sharp pain run down through my spine, How come?... You are no longer… mine? The years of US so suddenly over This hit can’t kick any lower… Some other woman took all I had, Some other woman makes now your bed… Some other woman kiss you goodnight, I want to wake up! This can’t be right! I tried to so hard to keep it warm, to make it fun I didn’t see that you were already long gone… Some other woman took all I had, Some other woman now cares you head. Some other woman may sing and may lead, But will she love you, as much as I did?...
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