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Just a night talk

Strong alcohol taste. Yes, I am upset by feeling... Day after day, week after week, And even month after month. Funny how life turns. That is not about love, not anymore. But betrayal? Pain of betrayal - that's what I can't bear. That pain is too real. One day person is your everything, Person who you can trust your life to, And next day, this person is just an illusion - Mist, fading in a sunlight. All was a lie, all was in vain... It was my mistake to be weak, But YOU the one who stuck a knife in my back... And I just turned around and said nothing. I just cried, because pain was ripping me apart. I guess... I just didn't expect that. That hurts more than…
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Friend is better than foe. Revelation

I was thinking for a while if I should post it and if it was too much, but without personal examples it would seems too plain, so I decided to publish it anyways. As I said on my front page – I want to share my journey and hopefully help others to heal. I already can say that I healed, mostly, but becoming THE person you want to be is more than just healing. Today I want to talk about connections, friends and foes. My mind might jump from place to place, but I will try to keep it straight. First of all, positive attitude always brings more benefits to you and people around you, unlike the negative one. As a former “queen of negativity”, I know how hard it…
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My little prize!

Little things are still important things 😁  I won a SMM Event: Stir The Witch’s Cauldron and got this as a prize! Now this little witch lives in my house, in her handmade frame :D <- cute, isn't it? 😊  Don't forget to enjoy even little things and little achievements, because that's the way to build a happy life! And life is amazing ;)               Thank you slashmonster.com for the opportunity! And Eilidh Morris  for her art!
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Still hurts

💔 I didn’t feel that pain for a while, I even forgot how it hurts! Shifted again a covering tile, And now my heart stupidly burns… I’ve been here and there… Tears make vision so blur. And my soul scared and bare, Has no protecting clothes, nor fur. Memories are like gems, And memories are like shrapnel. They are working like big lens, Making everything better or worse. This wound heals, But I am crippled forever. I am taking my pills, And trying to forget better… https://youtu.be/P9-4xHVc7uk
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Question #5: How to turn life back to happiness

Hello, my friends! I hope you were able to find your way through the depression, as I did. I hope that my writing could help you, at least a little bit. Now this is the time for a final article about fighting depression, which speaks about the final stage, when the pain or emptiness transfers into joy or happiness. This is the stage, where person gets healed as much, as possible. In previous article I listed things which can help to change focus and start enjoying your life again. Did it help? Do you feel better? Now the best thing to seek, the real cure - is love 💘. Love and feeling of security counters a lot of negativity and brighten up the hope. Of course, finding love is not…
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