You Are Flawed. And So Are Your Heroes.

For the full picture, one person’s opinion might be not enough, so I want to introduce you to Steve, founder of Nerd Fitness, and to his philosophy of life improvement! I am part of Nerd Fitness Academy myself, so I know how hard this guy works and that he knows what he is talking about! Here is one of his great articles about improving your life, taking responsibility and not shaming yourself. Here are few moments that I would like to highlight from the article: When we compare ourselves to the idealized, public facing versions of our heroes – be they a celebrity, a blogger, sports star, or writer – we feel like they’re so special and that we’re incapable of doing what they’ve done. Wrong. Our heroes are just…
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I hurt myself today

We all know this song, I just changed words a little bit, to fit me more...   I cut myself today, So see how much it hurts. I focus on the pain The only thing that's real. The blade sliced my skin, The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything. What have I become, My sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else But I am still here…
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Just a night talk

Strong alcohol taste. Yes, I am upset by feeling... Day after day, week after week, And even month after month. Funny how life turns. That is not about love, not anymore. But betrayal? Pain of betrayal - that's what I can't bear. That pain is too real. One day person is your everything, Person who you can trust your life to, And next day, this person is just an illusion - Mist, fading in a sunlight. All was a lie, all was in vain... It was my mistake to be weak, But YOU the one who stuck a knife in my back... And I just turned around and said nothing. I just cried, because pain was ripping me apart. I guess... I just didn't expect that. That hurts more than…
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Friend is better than foe. Revelation

I was thinking for a while if I should post it and if it was too much, but without personal examples it would seems too plain, so I decided to publish it anyways. As I said on my front page – I want to share my journey and hopefully help others to heal. I already can say that I healed, mostly, but becoming THE person you want to be is more than just healing. Today I want to talk about connections, friends and foes. My mind might jump from place to place, but I will try to keep it straight. First of all, positive attitude always brings more benefits to you and people around you, unlike the negative one. As a former “queen of negativity”, I know how hard it…
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My little prize!

Little things are still important things 😁  I won a SMM Event: Stir The Witch’s Cauldron and got this as a prize! Now this little witch lives in my house, in her handmade frame :D <- cute, isn't it? 😊  Don't forget to enjoy even little things and little achievements, because that's the way to build a happy life! And life is amazing ;)               Thank you slashmonster.com for the opportunity! And Eilidh Morris  for her art!
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