Happy Birthday to me!
One more year around.
Merry day, but why no laughs?
Why it is dark in the room?
No, there is no surprise party.
Only lonely gluten free cake.
This is first time without you,
Since I came to USA.
One more year older,
And dozen times more depressed.
Each year is more terrifying.
What does future hold for me?
Happy Birthday to you!
Of course now you can
Blow all candles at once,
But your wish will not come true.
Funny, how many times my birthday was a very sad day. My 25th birthday was probably the best, but it was more of an exception (wild ire still wanted to ruin everything though). Last year on my birthday my boyfriend (ex *cough*) forgot to get me flowers or present, but while we were celebrating, he locked himself in the bathroom and was talking to his new love, because she demanded attention. Next day we went to the restaurant with my parents, and right before they came, I realized that he for real has another girl. However, we had registration, I didn’t want to let down my parents, so for the rest of the evening I had to pretend that everything is alright, until we came home and I asked “no point to lie now. You have somebody else, don’t you?”
I hate my birthdays. Just a reminded of the fact that I am a terrible failure, which is getting close to the end of the life, without any real success. And what is your most hated yearly holiday/day?